The wall is impenetrable.
It surrounds the cold abyss of my broken spirit.
My heart is in pieces and I can no longer go on.
Pushing away all who dare come close, despite myself I crave for comfort.
Someone to make the pain go away and fill me with hope again.
Despite myself knowing it never happens.
Despite myself I pick the same Prince Charming who crushes my soul and spits on my heart.
He cares not for my forlorn pain.
I cradle myself bowed over in agony
My future child fades from existence from a pain created by the same Prince Charming who defiled me in his beastiality.
I cannot be unburdened and few will understand.
Despite myself I hope and wait for the day one man would.